No one has ever really gotten to see the person that I truly am. The fact that I can open up like this with anyone amazes me. He has had a massive impact in my life and I am nothing but thankful<3 He means so much to me that I highly doubt anyone will ever be able to fully comprehend. I don’t know what it is, I don’t know what it will become but I’m living in the now and I’m cherishing every single second I get with him<3 Many people have turned their backs on me lately because I’ve “changed” but many people have given me the time of day because they’ve gotten to know me, he’s one of the ones that has obviously given me the time of day. There is a reason he’s stuck around for this long and I’m not questioning it, I’m being completely thankful for it<3 I love having him in my life and I love the fact that I KNOW when shit goes wrong I can always run to him and he’ll say something idiotic or start dancing just to make me smile and he’ll immediately turn my day around. I know that when I talk to him, he listens because he cares not just because he want to know. I can count on him to lift me back up and to wipe my tears away and I am truly grateful for his presence in my life. I’m in this for a reason and it’s MY own reason. It’s not not for people to understand or for people to try to relate, it’s my reason and my reason only. He matters, I matter, and whatever it is we got going on, that is no one’s concern, matters more than anything. <3